Performance Review

hari jumaat lepas... secara mengejut ada performance review... bagitau pukul 10.. tapi performance review lepas solat jumaat... I feel there will be something wrong in it.. but I tell myself to be confident...

my maintenance manager make the intro to the review... but it is different.. performance review should be like a job interview... the staff should tell about what they do and all that stuff.. but this one... they talk and I listen... daymn! so I hear one by one point that he reviewed and I admit what he say some is true... and some are not.. I just say nothing..

then it is the turn of the plant manager... I listen one by one... totally I disagreed when he said I have no initiative... so to defend my self i tell him... last time I volunteer to work in day and night shift just for the sake of learning from the lowest staff in the organization until my real post as engineer, but he stop me to do that last time, because he said he want me to focused on mechanical handover... so I said what in the hell was that!! [silent... admitting his stupid fucking management i guess] but still he want to defend [ego?] " u can still join the shift at night" to hell with that... malas aku nak layan.. lantak kaulah 'mr sparkling' manage tak reti... mau cakap banyak.. sekali aku report sama director baru ko tau...

then it is the turn for this bloody bitch.. the operation manager... what in the fucking hell she has to do with maintenance engineer like me? still wants to comment about... my attitude?! FUCK! everybody else is ok with my attitude and u comment about my attitude?! WTF!!! I totally disagree with this bitch and defend my self... this bitch only making assumption from what she see... without knowing the real things happened behind... last time I use 'nenek' to pronounce her name with my friends... but now i pronounce her as A BITCH! patut la umur 40 tahun lebih tak kawen2 memang dasar BEEEEYAAAATTCCCHHHH!!! she licks the plant manager's ass to get credits..

after the performance review I tell all my colleague to condemn her during her overall performance review... and guess what... they also hate her since the first day communicate with this bitch...and some of em is making a big plan to make her miserable...

as for me... if I had a chance.. there will be something coming up for the things they do to me... or maybe just let what comes around, turns around...

What Happened Last Week

Last week, I joined my staff in operation who worked in shift, I joined 2 days and 1 night but could not continue into the second night due to mechanical hand over and I have to supervise the new engineer who will be replacing me in KLCC. So I am not entitled for the 4 days off…







Last week also every executive get their business card, but me… the spelling was wrong and have to resend back to the HQ. But after sending back the plant manager asks the admin not to reprint my business card because later I will be transferred in other plant. Then when I meet contractors and supplier again they have to take my number because I don’t have my business card to give. What in the hell is this plant manager doing? What a stupid decision… (ni yang buat aku malas nak dengar kata nih... i will not obey his command later... rebel!!! yaaa!!)



Last week also the director meets me and tells me about my transfer. He said "Mie, kita akan amik alih power plant kat sana tahun depan.. so ko kena stay sini dulu train engineer baru sampai dia faham & confident.. kalau dia tak confident ko stay la kat sini baru padan muka ko nak sangat kena transfer..." adeh... terkena sebijik... tapi takpe... time hand over aku lanyak jek engineer baru nih.. kah kah kah...

My Life... Lately

Now... the training have changed...
sometimes i have to go for a technical course in Putrajaya...
while in KLCC i have to start working on shift..
4days work and maybe 4 days off...
but it could not be exactly 4 days off because we have to attend the course in putrajaya.. going for the course is somewhat fun! we can get away from the problem in klcc unless this one manager come along to the course.. [takleh la nak mengular] heheehe...
last nite, i went home to sepang... just having dinner and sleep on my superbly comfortable double king size dreamland bed... owh..
Few minutes after arrived i fell asleep... [gile best tido] wake up solat & watch AF3
and now less than 24hours later.. i'm already back in KLCC.. tonite..normally sleeping in the sleeping bag.. [nasib baik ada somebody who really care about me, msg nak tuck in bed everynite]
in term of expenses for dining everyday.. normally quite expensive but affordable for breakfast and lunch... but lately dinner time... can exceed more than 20... there goes my money to upgrade my old car...[kete kebal putih] << {macam NATO jek}
however.. having dinner with the one who care for me.. priceless...
she's one in a trillion!
sigh... if only i am her h....

Sedutan Filem Titanic

suatu malam..
menghantar sms sambil tengok cerita titanic..
tengok adegan leanardo dicaprio dengan Kate winslet yg tak rela dipisahkan and they say 'you jump, i jump'
so i sms the same to her with a joke...
'you jump, i jump' bla bla bla
and guess what she answer...
"ooo.. i jump u jump... u jump... i tunggu dulu.. tengok u jump dulu k!" bla bla bla
hehehe.. sungguh kureng...
ada jugak orang nak kena gigit ni..
hahahahaha

Satu Cerita di Suatu Hari

satu hari minggu lepas ada seorang awek ajak aku teman dia minum di klcc, so aku pun on ajela... kena plak petang tu keje abis awal.. macam tau-tau jek org ada plan petang tu.. so i sms la plan memang jadik...

petang tu dia suh tunggu kat mandarin oriental KLCC.. aku lalu jek depan mandarin oriental tetiba rasa ada satu bayangan mengekori... sekali toleh... jeng jeng... its her! mak ai.. parking kat jockey mandarin oriental! pergh... bila nampak dia rasa macam nak pengsan sekejap... muka memang muka macam teen japanese.. so that day pegi la makan2 kat foodcourt KLCC.. pas makan & solat maghrib pegi jalan2 kat dalam klcc pastu jalan2 kat klcc park.. one thing yg aku perasan ramai couple lain yg dok tenung aku.. agaknye awek ni lawa sgt kot.. ah lantaklah..

later2 dok berbual kat depan klcc fountain.. dia dok tengok2 kat 3 towers, 2 klcc tower and one maxis tower. what she says about maxis tower is that building looks like a piece of cake yang dah kena makan kat orang... hahhaha

i have a great time that night.. i never dream of walking with such a beautiful lady like her... if my friends see me with her sure diorang tak percaya. i know she could be a great friends.... it is a nice thing to hear her voice and laughter... but for sure she will give a comment for this blog... jgn marah aaa