After That..

my love life so far since last blog...
1. I lost my girlfriend
2.I lost another one
3.I lost another one this morning..
as a conclusion... I am a loser

my job life so far
1. today is a chinese new year holiday but I have to work
2. my transfer date is on 2 february but my boss hold me another 2 weeks
3. I hate being engineer
4. I have too much work
5. I am not happy with my job
6. I hate that F***ing boss in here
7. I think i should quit and be a pilot
conclusion... maybe I should join the air force..

Esok Nak Raya

Esok dah nak raya tapi aku still keje lagi, shift lak tu. esok & lusa pun keje lagi... raya tahun lepas sehari sebelum raya aku masa ni tengah cari airport limo utk naik flight malam tu. tapi tahun ni lak pada masa ni. tengah menaip blog dalam keje shift.



hai.. macamana la keadaan kat umah skang ni ek... mesti riuh dok bersiap nak raya.. aku sorang je yang takde kat umah. adik beradik yang lain suma dah ada kat umah.. aku jumpa dengan abah sekali je lepas raya tahun lepas. adik aku yang bongsu lak tak pernah jumpa aku pas raya lepas.. anak2 buah kat kota bharu pun sama la..



puasa tahun ni lansung tak dapat nak berbuka kat umah.. tak dapat merasa pun kuih2 kat kota bharu, nasib baik mama ada bawak gak spare & tinggal dalam fridge umah kak ngah, kalau tak.. memang tak merasa lansung. pasar ramadhan petang ni ada lagi kot.. tu pun dah berkurang tak sampai 1/4 yg meniaga sepanjang bulan ramadhan.



aduiii... rindunye nak balik umah.. kat radio tak berenti2 lagi lagu raya.. balik kampung la.. dendang perantau la.. saloma la.. tau plak DJ bagitau mak menunggu kepulangan anakanda.. tapi anakanda balik hari raya ketiga.. tak sempat la nak merasa nasik dagang nampaknye.. takpe.. janji dapat balik..

Raya 2005

"indahnya sungguh dihari raya... ramainya orang bersuka ria... sanak saudara..."

aku dah luluskan cuti budak-budak aku... tapi cuti aku? nampaknye macam tak balik beraya la aku tahun ni, ingatkan tak balik raya pertama, raya kedua bleh la balik kampung... tapi macam tak dapat jek... Arggghhh!! dah la dah setahun tak balik umah... tak kira time raya aku nak gi gak solat raya.. operation tak operation lepas habis selesai khutbah raya kat utp baru aku masuk keje...

awek2 pun dah nak balik kampung masing2... tapi bukan awek aku la.. awek org lain.. awek aku? insya'allah nanti akan jadi awek aku gak nanti... sapa pasang lagu raya time aku keje memang nak kena lempang...

Balik Kampung?

Yesterday, I went for jumaat prayer in UTP and they already utilize the new mosque which my company will supply electricity and chilled water for the mosque air conditioning system. And last night I perform my terawih prayer there. Everything was like before back in year 2002 and 2003. It’s just that the question comes from SMS. After terawih prayer I drove home, change my clothes and drive straight to the plant for performance test. It is performance test for black start diesel generator. All the test only completed after 2 and half hours, and I went home at 2am.

Today I went to the office at 10am. Parked my car without reverse parking and went straight into control center room and ignoring the plant manager. Firstly discussing with my partner about effluent system performance test and PA system performance test. For PA system performance test CCR staff played “RAYA” song. First time in my life when I heard that song I felt sad. Why? Because when UTP utilize the new mosque, we must supply our electricity and chilled water to the mosque for RAYA prayer.

It reminds me about my mum voice when I say I’m not sure whether I can go home or not during Raya Puasa holiday. Her voice was different, I know she feel sad about it, but still she encourage me to work hard. For this Raya, what ever happens in the morning still I will perform my raya prayer first and think about the rest later. Went home? Yes I will but I don’t know how many days, since I am the head of operation it is my responsibility to keep this plant running efficiently.

2 a.m.

its already 2 a.m. and i am still in the plant since after dinner.. waiting for the gas turbine testing to end..
at first running on full load at 4.2 MW supplying to UTP. my ME thermodynamic lecturer and my manufacturing lecturer (dr Amin) also come to the plant to see the test... i'm surprised that dr amin still remember my name.. and for them it is quite weird i'm wearing red coverall and not yellow coverall (petronas)
well.. nevermind.. what i am thinking now is just my room, my bed and my pillows... still got half an hour left before i can lay my head and rest.. sleepy already... sigh..