supervisor, superior, VSS on your face

Last year at the same month now... I was searching for a job and attend several interviews, sadly the answer is no... Because I have no experience... what happens really make myself down. During that time I am just a temporary staff in Sepang International circuit... I nearly give up after I failed my last interview somewhere in Nilai. One day I went to lunch with my friend around KLIA area and bump into my former department manager back in 2002. I just ask is there any position there? He just simply replied “no...”

Later on few weeks later I bump into my last internship supervisor and ask the same question… and he replied “you call me after this and I will give you a number and a person to call”. So I did… the person in the phone instructed me to fax my resume to them and I did… I didn’t give much hope on this job and just trying my luck, a week later after my contract with SIC ended, a person that I call, meet me to give an offer letter and other document to work with the company where I worked during my internship without any interview but with recommendation from my former supervisor.

So happily I accept the offer… then I know what really happens in this plant… my former manager silently hate my supervisor… since I am close with my supervisor, he don’t want to hire anyone close with my supervisor. At the time he said no to me the company have been searching a suitable person for already 4 months to complete a project. Even though with my 8 month experiences in the plant before make me suitable to complete the maintenance project he can simply said no… just because of jealousy and hate…

The company hires me as a contract staff for a year and only has a day to get knowledge of the project from my supervisor because he is going back to study… I have just one day with my supervisor and the other time was with them who is in that managers side… here is where I gain the ability to work under pressure under minimum supervision with all the load of the project on my shoulder. The project should be done by a team but because of this politics between executives I have to complete it on my own with the help of non-executives. But 90% of load is on me… just try to imagine it yourself… during that time if I have explosives I will not regret to explode the whole office to dust…

Once I e-mailed my supervisor in the university about all this stuff… he just said “be patience and learn to obey your superior”… within 6 months I complete the project. it might not happens if I don’t have communication with my friends… but still all these executive motherf**ker and bitch in this plant not pleased with me… now I just play with this game until my contract ended and win the game… this company will be outsource soon, they all will be out of their job here and I get my bonus… hahaha… eat that f**kers!