Tuesday, April 26, 2005
I think I have to practice my arabic language, if I am selected I minght be interviewed for my arabic language for new position I applied... arranged by a job agent... the problem now is, I have leave it for a long.. long.. time... how to practise... all books is in kampung...
Friday, April 22, 2005
Last Wednesday I went to one place in Nilai just to buy lunch with my friends, there was a restaurant there that serves ‘Nasi Kandar’. I just ‘tapau’ my nasi kandar, usually I ordered mutton but since everybody ordered fried chicken so I did order the same for myself. The difference between both is just the ‘kuah’, most customer loves to order fried chicken with that that ‘kuah Power’.
During lunch in the office pantry I did scoop more than I did before, but that kuah seems darker colored than usual and have some particle that seems like vege seed.. I just ignore it and eat it all. Later I went to pray and get back to my place to continue my work… few moments later I feel dizzy and very damn sleepy I never felt before at my office. I sit back and rest my head to my chair.. Then I feel like I’m flying and so is my mind ‘laloq’ semacam je… somehow still manage to ‘layan’ my buddies in Yahoo Messenger till dark.
Usually I went to gym but since I felt strange with my head I just went home, nothing happen during driving home, somehow still managed to buy something in ‘pasar malam’ in pekan Salak, nothing weird just somebody staring at me differently.. At home after Maghrib prayer I slept and woke up feeling better.. I told my sister about what happen that day and my sis said “ biasa la.. Org masak Nasik Kandar biasanya masukkan popi seed utk bagi power tak pun untuk bagi customer tak lari.. Kak ngah pun tak caya, tapi bila polis sendiri bagitau, bila makan nasi kandar dengan geng2 diorang untuk test betul ke tak, bila buat urine test suma didapati positive”. Hmm... quite unbelievable but since what happen to me that day makes me believe. I guess that I’ve been overdose of Dope seed that day. I think I should stick with lauk kambing..
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Today I discover one truth about life between the executive and non-executive. Life is unfair for the non-executive. Low paid and has to obey all rules made by the executive.
This executive do whatever they like. Broke the promise and being ignorance with everything about non-executive rights. Blocking the chances for best employee to get a job promotion is a common case. They mercilessly do this, as they want.
Since I was just a contract staff, not much I can help in this organization. Usually my boss asks me give them advise and help them to improve in their work grade. Recently I did in their supervisory program. However I feel aggravated when non-executives that I help have been stopped from being promoted one grade up, just because of miscommunication, which is caused by this bloodsucking HRM executive.
As for me, I’m neither executive nor non-executive, I’m without grade, I’m just a contract staff..
Monday, April 18, 2005
Today, i come to office as usual, punch my card, eat my bread for breakfast and attend morning meeting as usual. during morning meeting my boss join in to inform latest news about our company outsourcing.. he told us that one out of three company that trying to take over the plant operation in KLCC has backed off, since they did not satisfied with their share percentage in this company, so they backed off.. GDC KLCC staff have already celebrated this situation last friday in KFC KLCC..
For some staff in KLIA, this is the new hope to still stay working in the same place without fear of being transfered to west Malaysia. however, my boss said, GDC will still be outsourced in a year. for those who have got offer letter from other OPU, HRM will hold them until further notice.. this announcement seems making some staff mumbling and nagging about HRM stupid decission...
As for me.. i dont know what to say, last week i have posted my job application letter to the company that backed off! but strangely i felt like being fu-ck-ed off.. ! why? coz i have e-mailed the application to work in Sudan! Damn it! well.. the announcement is still new.. tomorrow we will get clear about this situation. AARRGGGHHHH!!!!
Friday, April 15, 2005
Boleh dikatakan aku ni memang star wars fan. cuma star wars from episode 4-6 je yang tak tengok kat cinema. episode 1&2 tengok kat cinema tapi sorang-sorang je gi tengok. kalau kat utp biasa gi tengok dengan geng-geng utp, tapi bila time star wars mesti time tu UTP tengah cuti semester.
star wars III: Revenge of The Sith is coming soon this May. nampak gayanya macam gi tengok sorang2 lagi la kot.. or maybe if somebody invite, i can go with 'em. if not.. like the old days.. tengok sorang-sorang..
last time after seeing star wars II, since long gap between star wars II and III, i thought during star wars III i will be in the cinema with a lady, but.. ugh.. like the old days again.. going alone.. i have only 2 weeks left.. could it make a difference? mmm.. we'll see.. This time the difference is, i'm not a utp student anymore.. already graduated..
Bila company nak kena jual ni macam-macam hal kita boleh tengok, bila company tempat aku keje ni nak kena outsource, macam-macam aku bleh tengok, dari segi characteristic, lain orang lain perubahan. contohnye... my bos.. dulu tiap2 kali lalu depan bilik bos, mesti ada je document dia dok sain.tapi sejak kebelakangan ni, aku tengok termenung depan monitor pc, tu kira ok lagi, yang aku pelik bila termenung tengok siling! kesian.. kesian...
Yang Operation superintendent lak, tiap2 pagi dalam meeting mesti ada je sebut pasal joining company lain, tapi bila time turn aku mesti dia cakap "mie kalau ada company baru, bagitau le kat aku jangan pegi sorang2 je".. nak wat cemana aku contract.. i have freedom to choose.. kalau maintenance manager lak, tak habis-habis dengan nak join petronas kat sudan.. habis suma budak2 nak diangkut pegi sudan.. tapi aku rasa macam hangat2 taik ayam je.. aku pun confuse nak apply ke tanak.. sudan tu macam Malaysia tahun 1980.. cuma gaji dalam USD.. nak ikut ke nak kena tinggal.. masalahnya maintenance manager ni lain skit..
Kalau staff-staff lain lak macam dah moral down. bila suma bincang pasal nak gi mana, suma muka jadik sedih, aku lak... hehehe dalam ati gelak kuat-kuat kat yg dengki dengan aku.. mungkin aku bleh sambung dengan company yang amik alih, cuma bezanya bangsa lain la.. kalau tak dapat.. i have my plan.. i have my plan.. kalau plan tak jadi.. balik kampung..