Anger Management

this thing not happened at home but in the workplace between engineers and contractors.. when patience reach its limit.. consequence...

This thing happenned last few weeks. normally I do my work as usual, meets contractors as usual, but one day, on weekend an equipment (Chiller) tripped due to inverter problem.. the main contractors already contacted, when it is on weekday, its been like a hell when customer starts calling about supply temperature, and pressure from managers. Until the 4th day my patience have come to the limit. The contractor only came on the 4th day after called so many times...

When he showed up i just say few words to him in below average high voice.. until today i observed he did not dare to have eye contact.. the word i say is not harsh words at all.. i think he's shocked that i can get angry... th outcome for taking easy on cool person might be shocking.. perhaps..

July 4th 2006

Dari pada hari ahad sampai la hari selasa demam, hari ni demam dah ilang cuma kepala je dizzy semacam, asal jumpa doktor, dia check blood pressure check nadi & bagitau
" awak ni stressed and tired'
"macamana tak stressed and tired, saya dah keje 2 minggu straight termasuk sabtu dan ahad, hari isnin lepas balik pukul tiga pagi tunggu chiller full load testing, tengahari esok masuk keje balik. tidur pun dah tak cukup"
"awak perlu banyak rehat, jadi saya bagi awak MC berapa hari awak nak?"
"sehari cukup kot, lusa rasanya dah tak demam dah biasa 2 hari je demam"
tu yang aku cakap kat doctor hari ahad lepas alih2 semalam masa dah sampai ofis badan panas semacam lagi panas dari hari isnin, nak buat apa2 pun tak dapat, terduduk dan kepala tersandar kat kerusi kat depan control panel.
"cuba ko check badan aku ni panas ke apa?"
"eh panas semacam je ko ni, larat ke nak keje? baik ko balik mintak MC"
so aku pun balik, lagi sehari terbaring kat atas katil lepas jumpa doctor, doc tambah lagi ubat yang lagi power utk aku makan, sampai umah makan roti makan ubat, pastu mamai terus buat kuak lentang atas katil, time nak kena solat bangun amik wudu' sejuk sikit badan.. sampai la pagi ni.. terjaga dapat world cup result Italy kalahkan jerman 2-0. Tak sia-sia aku sokong Italy dari first round masuk gak final.. malangnye tak tengok sebab semalam tido mati hehehe

Kalau Ajal Belum Sampai

Pagi tadi macam biasa aku drive ikut jalan yang sama, keluar dari taman speeding to dah biasa cuma yang tak biasa hari ni pakai sunglass cos matahari kat depan & silau.. hingga la sampai ke simpang tiga.. nak keluar dari simpang ke kanan ada toyota avanza kat sebelah kanan aku pun nak keluar ke arah sama, sebelum aku lalu sebelah avanza tu aku tengok kat sebelah kanan dah clear, bila kat sebelah dengan avanza tu driver tu drive kedepan block aku punye sight.

Tengok sebelah kiri dah clear so aku tekan minyak nak keluar, keluar je separuh jalan Honda Accord hijau tengah berdesup direct kat aku bagi hon.. aku sempat tekan brek... driver honda elak... nasib baik jalan sebelah kiri clear... honda tu sempat masuk balik sebelah kiri.. habis orang kat kedai kopi depan simpang tu tengok... aku sengih je... tapi kalau aku tak tekan brek, driver honda tak sempat elak... ok gak tu, mati hari khamis dekat2 hari jumaat...

Majlis Kahwin?

2 minggu lepas balik kampung, my sis kahwin...
oleh kerana si abang belum kawen lagi.. so ready jelah dengan apa saja orang nak cakap.. ada jugak yang datang2 tersilap ingat kita lak yang jadi pengantin lelaki...
so bila nak kawen? tengok la bila2 ada rezeki ada jodoh ada la tu majlisnye...

Goodbye UTP

Today, my last day in UTP plant... come to work at 2pm coz I have to settle all stuff to move to KLIA. Quite a lot of stuff to bring along with me tomorrow. Up to now only half packed... have to depart from here tomorrow morning...



Back in KLIA I have to start from square one. With 3 weeks left before full handover... well actually I don’t know the real situation there... handing over was not an easy task to do... with plant that is six time bigger than current UTP plant with all heavy equipment... although I already have been there for industrial training few years back and maintenance planning after graduated last couple of years.. The plant is getting older, wear and tear is inevitable...



I’m just an engineer... life must go on... a change from operation side to maintenance side is quite tough... when the tough get going... the going get tough...

Why I Wear Coverall

kenapa coverall? tiap2 hari pegi keje pakai coverall merah... coz aku malas nak pakai kemeja, malas nak iron baju... kalau pakai coverall kat dalam bleh pakai roundneck sesuka hati, takyah nak iron2 sauk je mana baju dalam almari cover dengan coverall pegi keje.. orang tengok pun macam orang keje buat jalan kot... lantaklah.. yg penting kita kenal diri kita sendiri... org yg dok jaga tepi kain org tu memang dasar tak reti nak jaga hal sendiri.. MYOB!

One Cold Morning

pada suatu pagi, lepas beli roti canai aku decide pegi ke plant sebab ada maintenance.. on the way nak pegi keje, aku kena lalu ikut pintu 3 UTP (jalan belakang) kat jalan panjang dari jauh aku nampak satu keta proton, dan satu kete waja Polis... pelik gak aku, polis masuk jalan sunyi tahan kete lain lak tu sampai makan lane kiri.. so aku lalu je buat dunno jek... bila lalu tepi baru aku tau.. rupanye polis tu kantoikan student couple yg tengah buat projek X kat jalan sunyi tu dalam keta... masa aku lalu, budak pompuan tu buat2 paling muka ke hutan tanak aku cam muka le tu.. pastu timbul persoalan.. apa akan terjadi lepas tu? terfikir gak aku apa yg polis tu cakap kan? student mana tu? UTP ke UITM?
maybe polis tu cakap "awak berdua sila ikut saya ke balai, saya takkan biarkan awak berdua buat perkara tak senonoh ni" (ye ke)
atau "so macamana nak selesaikan? awak hulur saya berapa yang awak mampu, atau saya report kat mak bapak awak berdua, kalau nak bagi tu kena ikhlas la" (kat dada diorang ada batch 'saya antirasuah') atau : yang ni idea member aku kat plant.. takyah cerita la nak cerita ke? tergelak sakan pagi tu bawak cerita ni kat plant..
moral of the story: jangan buat Projek X sesuka hati, kalau tak tahan sangat kawen je la, senang cerita

Transfer

my transfer letter stated my date of transfer is on 2 february 2006 but i'm still here.. the new engineer to repalce me still havent come yet. I have to handover all planners and operation engineer task to him. he'll be here next week... so.. it'll will take nearly 2 weeks to handover it all..
crap!!

After That..

my love life so far since last blog...
1. I lost my girlfriend
2.I lost another one
3.I lost another one this morning..
as a conclusion... I am a loser

my job life so far
1. today is a chinese new year holiday but I have to work
2. my transfer date is on 2 february but my boss hold me another 2 weeks
3. I hate being engineer
4. I have too much work
5. I am not happy with my job
6. I hate that F***ing boss in here
7. I think i should quit and be a pilot
conclusion... maybe I should join the air force..