Malaysia To replace MIG-29?

The Mikoyan MiG-29 (NATO reporting name: Fulcrum) is a 4th generation jet fighter aircraft designed in the Soviet Union for an air superiority role. Developed in the 1970s by the Mikoyan design bureau, it entered service with the Soviet Air Force in 1983, and remains in use by the Russian Air Force as well as in many other nations. The MiG-29 along with the Su-27 were developed to counter new American fighters such as the F-15 Eagle, and the F-16 Fighting Falcon.


Previously 10 units of MIG-29 were bought for service with Royal Malaysian Air Force based in TUDM base in Kuantan. The service of all MIG’s was not yet reached 20 years. Even Germany still uses 22 Units of MIG-29GT. Algeria owns 51units, Iran 18, India 81, North Korea with 40 and additional 18 follow up order from Russia and hundreds in both Ukraine and Russia.

The blame was on the cost of maintenance. Even if Malaysia buy aircraft from other countries, will they give the source code? If the maintenance cost was too high, how much was it cost if compared to buying a fleet of aircraft? Is it better to lose millions for maintenance and upgrading or lose billions for brand new without full source code?

Why Malaysia want to retire the service of MIG-29 and buy more Fighter aircraft from other countries? Is it political issues? Or some VVIP wanted the “middle person” to get millions of dollars during the business and get some of the share for him/herself?

Tujuh 'Ekor' Tuan dan Lembu nya

Al-kisah, sebuah cerita yang berlaku seminggu sebelum hari raya korban. maka haiwan korban pun di bawa ke kawasan yang berhampiran dengan masjid. kebiasaannya seekor lembu boleh dibahagi kepada 7 bahagian bagi yang mampu untuk melakukan ibadah korban.

maka jual beli antara pemelihara lembu pun bermula antara tuan-tuan yang ingin menjalankan ibadah korban dengan disaksikan oleh lembu tersebut.

adapun tuan lembu yang ingin melakukan ibadah korban itu adalah orang biasa sahaja yang mampu di kampung itu. maka di tambatlah lembu itu berhampiran dengan masjid, berhampiran dengan kawasan yang biasanya dijadikan kawasan ibadah korban tahun lepas.. setelah selesai urusan akad jual dan beli pagi itu, semuanya pulang ke rumah masing-masing meninggalkan sang lembu meragut rumput dikawasan ia ditambat.

kemudian, masuklah waktu solat zohor bagi kampung itu dan kawasan-kawasan yang sama waktu dengannya. maka tok bilal tanpa berlengah terus membetulkan suara dan berdoa seperti biasa lalu melaungkan azan melalui microfon dan laungan azan bergema diseluruh kampung itu, setelah di'amplified'kan dengan pembesar suara di menara masjid. semua penduduk mendengar seruan azan tersebut termasuk lah sang lembu yang bakal dijadikan korban tersebut.

"Oh azan" kata lembu tersebut pada diri sendiri, lalu menyambung meragut rumput sambil melihat sekelilingnya.

kemudian iqamat dilaungkan.
"Oh jemaah dah nak start solat"kata lembu itu lagi

Tiba-tiba lembu tersebut ternampak salah seorang tuannya menaiki motosikal kapcai menuju kesimpang masjid, lega hati lembu itu kerana ada tuannya yang nak solat berjemaah di masjid. Tetapi sangkaan lembu tersebut jauh meleset, kerana apa bila tiba di simpang, tuannya itu melencong ke kedai makan untuk lunch.

bila masuk rakaat terakhir, lembu mulai hampa.

"mana tuan-tuan aku ni? apa yang diorang tengah buat?"

begitulah rutin harian lembu korban itu setiap hari, tak dapat melihat tuan-tuannya datang solat berjemaah di masjid. kalau terserempak pun, tuan lembu itu cuma lalu sahaja untuk pergi ke tempat lain walaupun tok bilal baru melaungkan azan.

Tibalah hari raya aidil adha bila takbir bergema.
"oh takbir raya" kata lembu itu bersahaja.
Ramai orang menuju ke masjid untuk menunaikan solat sunat aidil adha, termasuklah enam orang tuan lembu tersebut. mana lagi sorang? lembu itu tahu tapi dia buat bodoh je.

setelah selesai solat dan khutbah, barulah tuan lembu yang lagi sorang tu sampai ke tempat peyembelihan. barulah lembu itu nampak semua tuannya. saat lembu itu di rebahkan, air mata lembu itu mula mengalir. ia menangis bukan kerana bakal disembelih tapi kerana memikirkan malang nasibnya bertuankan tujuh orang tuan yang mementingkan hal dunia dari ibadah wajib. dan adakah ibadah korban itu dilakukan dengan niat tersirat? dan berakhirlah riwayat lembu itu setelah di korbankan.

the end

Cerita ini tiada kaitan antara yang hidup atau yang telah meniggal dunia. Jika ada ianya hanyalah kebetulan sahaja. cerita ini adalah hasil imaginasi penulis ketika mendengar kuliah zohor oleh seorang penceramah di Kuala Lumpur.

Sebagai peringatan jika kita melalui masjid ketika azan di laungkan berhentilah dan berjemaahlah seketika, Janganlah seminggu sekali time nak solat jumaat je, atau setahun sekali time nak solat sunat hari raya. Jangan sampai nak di sembahyangkan baru nak sedar, nauzubillah. renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal.

Cigarette (rokok) 11 sebab Islam mengharamkan Rokok

"Dan Dia menghalalkan bagi mereka segala benda yang baik dan mengharamkan kepada mereka segala benda yang jijik, keji dan buruk"
-Surah Al-A'raf

Dalil Hadis:
"telah mencegah Rasulullah S.A.W daripada tiap-tiap perkara memabukkan dan melesukan fikiran"
(riwayat Al-Imam Ahmad & Abu Daud)

11 sebab Islam Mengharamkan Rokok

1. Rokok Menjejaskan akal (mental)
2. Rokok membahayakan kesihatan fizikal
3. Rokok membahayakan keselamatan diri dan orang lain
4. Rokok membahayakan keturunan
5. Rokok mengganggu manusia lain
6. Rokok menimbulkan akhlak buruk
7. Rokok mensia-siakan waktu hidup
8. Rokok bercanggah dengan maruah keislaman
9. Rokok membazirkan harta (wang)
10. Rokok mengandungi dadah (nikotin)
11. Rokok sebagai senjata musuh islamuntuk melemahkan ekonomi, fizikal dan mental umat Islam.

cuba baca satu persatu dan fikirkan sedalam-dalamnya setiap sebab. dan setiap sebab di kukuhkan lagi dengan Kalamullah dan Hadis Nabi. renung-renungkan...

Apa Sebenarnya Berlaku Disebalik Kejadian Keganasan Penonton Di Stadium Bukit Jalil? (written by Ir Azizan Razak)

Yesterday at 5:50pmAMPANG, November 09, 2009 — Tahniah diucapkan kepada Pasukan Negri Sembilan kerana menjuarai Piala Malaysia edisi yang ke 84 pada 7hb November 2009. Saya sebagai pemerhati bolasepak ingin memberi komen terhadap kejadian yang berlaku di Stadium Bukit Jalil pada hari tersebut.

Saya berada disekitar stadium seawal pukul 11 pagi kerana ingin melihat sendiri kemeriahan suasana sebelum pertandingan. Apa yang dilihat, pihak FAM, Pengurusan Stadium dan Polis yang dari awal mengetahui tiket sudah terjual 85,000 keping tidak mengambil kira kedatangan penonton yang datang dari jauh. Penonton yang kebanyakan nya datang dengan keluarga, ada yang membawa anak kecil. Selain daripada khemah untuk gerai yang menjual jersi dan cenderamata, tiada khemah atau tempat yang tertutup lain di luar stadium disediakan untuk penonton berteduh. Semua sudah maklum yang tiap-tiap petang hujan lebat akan berlaku di Lembah Kelang.

Suasana yang tenang pada mula nya telah bertukar menjadi sedikit tegang apabila petir dan kilat sabung menyabung tepat jam 3.30 petang. Penonton yang tiada tempat yang hendak dituju terpaksa berasak-asak kearah pintu masuk stadium dengan harapan pintu dibuka segera. Tiada tujuan lain selain untuk berteduh daripada hujan lebat. Pihak polis dan pengurusan stadium macam buat tak Nampak saja apa yang berlaku diluar sana. Padahal anak-anak kecil terpaksa berasak-asak ditengah-tengah lautan manusia. Hujan turun selebat-lebatnya pada jam 4.00 petang. Semua berada didalam risiko disambar petir atau pun lemas dipijak. Semua pihak yang tengok dari dalam stadium hanya memandang sinis hanya kerana mereka tersebut adalah penonton Kelantan yang sememangnya dianak tiri dalam segala hal.

Pada pukul 4.30 petang suasana tidak berubah, hujan makin lebat, penonton tiada pilihan selain menggoncang dan merempuh pagar. Pagar yang dirempuh akhirnya terbuka dan seramai kira-kira 5000 penonton bolos. Pada ketika itu, hanya ada 3 orang polis yang bertugas. Tidak seperti yang digembar-gembur kan dalam berita TV dan Radio sehari sebelum nya yang kira-kira 1500 polis akan bertugas. Disitulah “turning point” kesilapan terbesar yang berlaku, penonton yang masuk tanpa diperiksa oleh pihak pengurusan stadium, FAM, polis dan rela, membawa segala-galanya.

Suka saya bertanya, siapa yang salah dalam hal ni dan siapa yang menjadi tuan rumah didalam perlawanan akhir ini?Pintu akhir nya berjaya ditutup kembali oleh pihak polis pada pukul 5.00 petang. Mulai daripada pukul 5.00 petang baru lah penonton yang berada diluar dibenarkan masuk melalui “official gate”. Tetapi apa yang menyedihkan, beg-beg tidak diperiksa. Ini tidak seperti Perlawanan Akhir Piala FA tempohari di mana beg-beg diperiksa dengan begitu rapi, air mineral berbotol tidak dibenarkan masuk. Tapi pada malam tersebut, bukan setakat tidak memeriksa botol air mineral, beg dan mercun, malah air mineral dijual terbuka di dalam stadium.

Tindakan pro-aktif dari pihak FAM dan Pengurusan Stadium Bukit Jalil perlu, berdasarkan pengalaman yang lepas semasa Pertandingan Akhir Piala FA dimana ianya juga membabitkan Pasukan Kelantan. Atau pihak FAM menunggu perkara ini berlaku dan akan menuding jari serta-merta kepada pihak KAFA.

Apa salahnya “official gate” dibuka seawal jam 3.00 petang untuk mengelakkan kejadian buruk berlaku. Bayangkan 85,000 manusia berada diluar stadium, dan pihak pengurusan Stadium bercadang membuka “official gate” pada pukul 5.30 petang. Kalau lah “official gate” dibuka seawall jam 3.00 petang maka ia memberi ketenangan kepada semua pihak yang terlibat. Pihak polis dan Rela akan mempunyai masa yang cukup untuk memeriksa penonton secara teliti dan ini akan mengelakkan kejadian membawa masuk mercun dan botol air.

Apa yang dilihat, pada pukul 8.45 malam di mana perlawanan sudah hendak bermula, beribu-ribu lagi penonton masih berbaris diluar. Di dalam hati setiap penonton yang berbaris tersimpan “eagerness” yang tinggi untuk menonton perlawanan tersebut. Ini menimbulkan “creating un-necessary tension” terhadap penonton yang masih berada diluar dikala wisel perlawanan dibunyikan. Kenapa perkara ini tiada langsung dibenak mereka-meraka yang bertanggungjawab menguruskan perlawanan ini.

Apabila penonton yang bolos akibat dari rempuhan pintu pagar tadi sudah berselerak di dalam stadium, apa lagi yang boleh dibuat oleh pihak pengurusan stadium, FAM dan polis. Mereka hanya menunggu untuk menyalahkan pihak lain.Pihak yang selalu disalahkan ialah KAFA.

Kejadian ini adalah 100% diluar kawalan KAFA. Pihak KAFA tidak boleh dipersalahkan kerana mereka bukan yang menguruskan stadium dan mereka juga bukan tuan rumah.

Memang semua pihak yang hadir termasuk saya sendiri tidak selesa dengan dentuman mercun yang tiada henti dari permulaan sehingga akhir perlawanan. “Semacam berada di Baghdad” kata pengulas sukan Zainal Abidin Rawop. Tetapi apakan daya, bak kata pepatah, membenteras lebih baik dari mengubatinya.

Sekarang, tiada pilihan lain, selain menyalahkan 100% kejadian ini kepada KAFA. Mereka akan didenda tidak kurang dari RM100,000, atau bermain stadium yang kosong atau tidak dibenarkan langsung dari menyertai MSL musim depan.Apabila dilihat dari sudut yang berbeza, “contribution” oleh penonton Kelantan dari segi kutipan tiket, kalau mengambil kira jumlah penonton 65,000 orang, RM 1,300,000 telah berjaya dikutip pada malam tersebut. Tidak termasuk penonton Kelantan yang membeli tiket yang dikhaskan kepada penyokong Negri Sembilan, dan tidak termasuk “consequences cost” seperti jualan jersi, cenderamata, makanan dan minuman pada hari tersebut.

Penyokong Kelantan dan KAFA adalah pihak yang kalah dalam segala hal, walaupun kejadian ini boleh dibendung oleh pihak berwajib.Saya sebagai pemerhati sukan ingin memberi gambaran tindakan yang diambil oleh FAM terhadap KAFA dilihat sentiasa berat sebelah. Contohnya kejadian membakar trak polis di luar perkarangan Stadium Kota Bharu, yang tiada kena mengena dengan penonton (peniaga yang bergaduh dengan polis), pihak KAFA juga disalahkan. KAFA didenda lebih RM100,000 dan tidak dibenarkan beraksi di stadium tersebut untuk beberapa perlawanan. Kerugian setiap perlawanan semasa beraksi di Kuala Lumpur juga ditanggung oleh KAFA. Berbanding kejadian penonton masuk ke padang dan ingin menumbuk pengadil di Stadium Ismail Nasirudin Shah di Kuala Terengganu, pihak PBNT hanya didenda RM 5,000 sahaja. Kejadian lontar mercun terhadap pemain Selangor (T. Surendran) ketika merai kan jaringan oleh peminat Terengganu, PBNT hanya didenda RM 6,000 sahaja.

Tahap keselamatan pagar stadium tersebut juga tidak melepasi tahap FAM, serta kualiti padang yang teruk seperti yang dikomen oleh jurulatih mereka sendiri (Ken Worden) dan Peter Butler, tetapi pihak FAM masih membenarkan perlawanan diadakan di Stadium tersebut. Kalau lah perkara ini berlaku di Kota Bharu, tindakan berlainan akan dilakukan. Kenapa tidak disuruh pasukan Terengganu beraksi di Kuantan yang mempunyai Stadium bertaraf antarabangsa?

Kenapa FAM berdiam diri semasa kejadian memecah cermin kereta dan bas penyokong Kelantan di Perlis?Kenapa FAM berdiam diri apabila pemain Kelantan (Farisham) yang menunggu rawatan ditepi padang tercedera dibaling mercun di kepala oleh penonton Perlis ketika perlawanan separuh akhir tersebut, dimana ianya berlaku terang-terangan di saluran TV1 yang dipancarkan diseluruh Malaysia?

Kenapa dilihat “in-consistency” berlaku?Dilihat terdapat keputusan yang “bias” dan bertindak hanya untuk “pleased” kan pihak atasan sahaja. Kelemahan sendiri ditutup rapi.Harus diingat, fenomena bolasepak Malaysia kini kembali diwarnai kerana “turning point” yang dilakukan oleh pihak pengurusan KAFA yang menguruskan secara professional ala EPL dan sokongan peminat-peminat bolasepak Kelantan. Sehinggakan pihak pengurusan Tentera dan KL Plus juga berterima kasih kepada Kelantan kerana peningkatan hasil “gate collection” mereka semasa bertemu Kelantan di Stadium Selayang dan Cheras.

Saya berharap pihak FAM membuat pertimbangan yang sewajarnya dan mengkaji dari segenap sudut sebelum menjatuhkan apa-apa hukuman terhadap KAFA.Sekian, terima kasih.

Ir. Azizan Razak,
Jurutera Professional,
Hp : 012-2050538

Days Medical Leave

Last week I was given a 4 days medical leave due to headache and work stress, this was the longest MC’s I’ve ever had. At first I went to panel clinic and see the usual doctor that always preferred in the clinic. That night I told him everything that might be the cause of my health problems.

It seems that my health problems were getter worse since I was transferred to where I worked now. Among the reasons were the working days that even get calls on Sundays, to take care of more than one problematic place, the driving distance and the duration of time in the car stuck in traffic jams every working day. The doctor told me a few story of his friend who also gets similar problems as I do. And it is better for me to seek a specialist such as psychiatrist, and he wrote a reference letter to the specialist hospital for me to visit the next day.

So the next day, after having breakfast with my wife I went to the specialist hospital. But the specialist recommended was not there, so I told the receptionist that I still need to see one that day. And guess what? I was referred to a cardiologist!

So I went to see the specialist, at first we shake hand when we first met, and he told me “tangan awak sejuk!” (Your hand was so cold). I just sit silently, and he asks me what’s the problem? So I told him exactly what I told to the doctor in the panel clinic before.

“How’s your appetite?” he asked

“Bad”

“Having problem to sleep?”

“Yes, sometime awake every hour”

“Sex?”

“Hmmmm” (I don’t remember how I answer this)

Then he explained
“Your working trends make you restless, normal people normally works five days or six, your distance from your home to workplace was quite far. Long hours you spent in your car, you should hear to music, or maybe you should apply to other job. Who is the owner of the company you worked in?”

“Datuk F”

“That guy must be filthy rich, has so many factories, where is he from?” so the conversation goes on until he ask

“How many days do you need to rest?” He asked

“Errrr… maybe today”

“What? One day was not enough for you, you need at least 3 days! Take the pill that I recommend
and I want to see you again another 2 weeks and we’ll see how you are doing”

“Thank you doctor” and we shake hand again and yet again he said

“YOUR HAND WAS SO COLD!”

I just give a clueless smile, while in my mind answering, normally cold hand means that the person was having quite a bad stress. So that was the longest medical leave I ever had but I do hope it will be more than a month!

Seven Days After 2009 Raya

Today, it’s the 7th day of Aidil Fitri and I’m already back at KL. I “balik Kampung” with my wife a day earlier than before, It’s on early Friday morning 3a.m. I never drive at this time before from KL to KB. But to avoid the traffic jams so I decided to drive that early. Although it was just few hours pass midnight the vehicle passing the toll plaza never ends. All leaving the city. It was a normal 7 hours drive, and I arrived home around 10. A day before raya we give a present to our parent, a Bonia handbag to my mum and a new Nokia phone to my father.

Well it was somewhat unusual since I was small the celebration seems not so happening. One of the reason was because my mum was not well after undergoing a first chemotherapy, so my mum could not visit anywhere during hari raya, just sat home and have a rest. It’s the time when her immune system was at the lowest point.

The maid at home was not that helpful. I wonder how this type of maid could get a job as a maid. Sometime I feel so damned piss with her. Other things that my mother ask her to do, the opposite thing she did. She even eat all my mum’s meal (suitable meal for patient under chemotherapy that will not affect the body). Thank god, my younger sister was transferred to Terengganu from Sarawak, at least she could get home every weekend. Sad for me I have to work in KL, if there were many jobs I could apply for in Kota Bharu, I might apply, but there’s not much except for a Japanese semiconductor company that Japanese speaking ability was preferred. So here I am again in KL, communicating just through phone…

Kereta Rakyat

Cuba fikirkan sejenak dengan kerajaan kita mengenai cukai kereta... adakah ianya berpatutan? kereta apa yang anda pakai? kereta buatan Malaysia? Buatan Jepun? adakah harganya berpatutan?

Bagi aku sendiri, kalau di ikutkan berpatutan atau tak, nak tak nak tak boleh tidak kena gak pakai kereta. nak harapkan public transport... hampeh... baru je dua tiga hari lepas dalam berita pasal kenaikan harga tambang KTM dan bas. minyak lak harga dikurangkan tapi di downgrade daripada RON 97 ke RON 95. Ada beza ke? Ya, memang ada..

RON adalah singakatan bagi Research Octane Number atau secara ringkasnya kandungan Octane didalam minyak petrol. Lebih tinggi kandungan octane maka lebih kuasa terhadap performance kereta. Kalau dalam perlumbaan F1 kita tengok Team ferrari mesti pakai Shell V-power racing kerana kandungan octane yang tinggi dan additive yang memberi lebih kuasa kepada kereta lumba, opsss dah terlepas dari tajuk asal...

berbalik kepada kereta yang di jual di Malaysia. tahukah anda harga Honda City baru di Indonesia & thailand tak sampai pun RM50K? kalau convert pada duit malaysia Honda City version 2008 cuma RM45K! tapi kenapa Malaysia punya sampai RM80K? Semuanya kerana cukai... kemana cukai pergi? masuk tabung kerajaan...

Tak kisahla nak letak cukai tinggi kat kereta keluaran lain kalau nak tolong industri kereta sendiri lagi2 kalau Proton. Anda pakai Proton? adakah anda berpuas hati dengan Proton anda? kalau nak cakap pasal kereta proton, boleh kata 90% kereta proton yang baru di beli mempunyai masalah, termasuklah Kereta Proton Perdana menteri-menteri malaysia yang selalu masuk workshop...

last time my father pun use proton, baru beli dah ada problem tak sampai setahun. tapi Tahukah kita quality kereta-kereta yang di eksport keluar negara? hah! yang nak eksport lak di naik taraf, tambah itu, tambah ini, tapi bila tengok harga tak kurang dari 25% lagi rendah berbanding yang di jual di luar negara. Inikah yang dinamakan nak tolong rakyat?

Dah la rakyat bayar kereta mahal2, kena lak bayar Road tax, tak cukup dengan cukai tambah lagi dengan TOL! Konsesi tol tak habis2 tapi kenapa akaun tol dibayar kepada syarikat konsesi tak pernah di dedah? cuba agak2 estimate sendiri berapa kemasukan duit melalui tol PLUS di sungai besi sahaja... berapa ribu kenderaan melalui Tol tu? agak2 boleh bayar tak gaji semua pekerja tol di Malaysia dalam sebulan? jawapannya anda sendiri tahu, tentu sekali boleh, bahkan boleh buat bonus tiap2 tahun. Kalau setahun tambah lagi kutipan tol kat plaza tol lain dah berapa? berapa bayar kat syarikat konsesi? yang lebih tu masuk poket sapa? sebab tu parti pembangkang berani mansuhkan tol kalau menang pilihan raya. oppsss lagi sekali back to the topic.

Ok, kenapa jual kereta malaysia mahal? kenapa interest pinjaman kereta malaysia lagi tinggi? nak tolong rakyat ke nak pelingkup rakyat. ooo... ni kot slogan yang patut untuk satu malaysia: cekau duit rakyat di dahulukan, Pencapaian dot dot dot (lu pikir la sendiri...)

PS: kalau pernah tengok cerita Mr. bean, selain kereta tayar tiga tu kereta apa yang Mr. bean Buat dajal pakai pisang? (cubalah fahami maksud tersirat orang negara lain)

sick during H1N1 season

Today, I didn’t go to work, I’m on medical leave. It was quite scary to get flu during this H1N1 pandemic Crisis. Although the fever was not too high, the pandemic problem still being the greatest fear especially when you are living at the center of the pandemic spread.

The death toll is on the rise, at first it was just one, then 3 and keep increasing until the total death count was above forty. I went to the clinic today, I have the entire symptom except pneumonia, but the doctor just uses his stethoscope and that’s it! This was not the right procedure. What If a person really infected with H1N1?

So that’s our people always overlook on small matters that might affect the life of all citizen of our beloved Malaysia…

Hujan - Aku Skandal (the story at the end of this lyrics)

Kan ku berikan semua
Agar kau gembira sentiasa
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri

Jangan disimpan tiada rahsia
Katakan saja ku terima
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri

Waktu duka dulukita lalui bersama
Bahgia bagaikan malamditemani bintang terang
Hancur hati bila kauundurkan diri
Meninggalkan daku
Meninggalkan daku sendiri

Senyuman manis dibawa angin
Ku tunggu dikau terasa dingin
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri...

Semenjak dua menjak ni selalu dengar lagu ni kat radio, ye la dok drive dalam keta hari2 dah confem dekat sejam gak. Kalau kena dengan jam, lagi la lama dengar radio. Boleh kata tiap2 kali nak pegi & balik keje gerenti lagu ni di pasang kat Hotfm.

Kalau hayati betul2 lirik ni ada gak yang terkena kat aku masa zaman2 muda “riang ria” dulu, bukan first love, tapi about friendship. Yang “waktu duka dulu” tu, dia la yang duka. I am just being there for the friendship. So that’s why we both experience it bak rangkap dalam lirik, “kita lalui bersama”, dan “bahgia bagaikan malam ditemani bintang terang” (tapi kalau bercinta tu maybe la rasa camtu kot tapi bukan aku la tu beb)

“hancur hatiku bila kau undurkan diri”: selepas bertahun, problem dia dah pun settle, most of it with my help and support. Tapi terkena lak giliran aku ada problem. So in need of someone support aku call le member ni. Apa yang menyakitkan hati bila aku perlukan pertolongan dengan selambanya aku dapat jawapan “I cannot help u”! (sigh…)

Terkedu aku dengar jawapan macam tu, masa dia ada problem dulu cerita kat aku, aku la yang jadi pendengar yang setia, yang boleh tolong aku tolong kalau yang tak boleh tu aku bagi moral support. Aku bukan apa, at least dengar la dulu masalah aku macam aku support dia dulu, bukan rugi apa pun sekadar berkongsi pendapat. Tapi mentang2 problem dah solve kawan terus dilupakan. Apa dia tak ingat ke sapa yang beria2 tolong dia dulu sampai kadang2 aku terasa beban, tapi aku tolong gak sebab memikirkan kawan.

Sampai satu hari on normal conversation, terjadi la pertengakaran lidah pasal benda yang terjadi beberapa hari sebelum tu. Dia yang buat salah besar kat aku di kala aku menghadapi banyak kesukaran, ditambah lagi kesalahan yang dia buat secara sengaja, tapi cakap maaf macam takde kekesalan lansung. Dari cara dia cakap tu aku tak dapat rasa pun keikhlasan daripada maaf yang dilafazkan. Kalau salah kecik aku tak kisah. Kalau janji tu tak pernah tepati, berlawanan dengan aku setiap kali janji mesti aku tunaikan.

Ah! malas la aku nak cerita pasal kes tu, buat sakit hati je. Sejak dari itu aku tak cakap terus dengan dia, kalau berselisih pun aku buat macam takde orang lalu. Skang ni aku dah tak ingat berapa lama lost connection, dah lama pun tak Nampak. Bagus gak, tak le sakit hati aku (hehehe) aku rasa kalau aku Nampak tepi Jalan mau je aku langgar & blah buat tak tau, macam yang aku mimpi semalam (owh!)

Aku ni boleh dikatakan loyal, tapi bila jadi gini, mengubah aku untuk tidak percayakan orang walau sesiapa pun kecuali my family. Tapi kadang2 ada masalah yang hanya boleh di kongsi dengan rakan yang tak berapa sesuai di kongsi dengan family. Now, I just keep it for myself. There are friends that I could believe but I’m afraid it will happen again. I don’t want to lose friend. Before I end tonite aku nak bagi satu moral or the story. “jangan jadi kacang lupakan kulit, mungkin hari ni kita bleh buat something yang bleh lukakan orang yang pernah tolong kita, tapi bila hadapi masalah balik cemana nak cari kawan yang setia? What goes around comes around”. Fikir-fikirkan.

exhausted

its been a long... long... week...
hands on work...
its been 8 days straight including sunday...
damn i hate this job...

First Death in the Organization

So many things happen last week, and I’m thinking of writing something about it. Most of it involves bad things or tragedy. There’s one fatal accident take place, it does not happen at my workplace but it is a fatal road accident for our technician. This is the first person who died while working with this company. No wonders so many people attended the funeral.

Actually I didn’t know him much, only one conversation between me and himself during maintenance meeting. I only answer his question as a superior to give information about non-executive problem and that was about last two month. Most technicians seem like awkward to speak with me except for mechanical technician. He’s a silent person though and so am I. And he’s an electrical technician so that’s why along the time at work only one conversation between us which were the first and the last till he passed away.

The accident cause was still a mystery, police didn’t find any criminal act take place. That morning he drive his car but he went home during lunch hour and change to ride a motorcycle. When he is on his way back to work, maybe around 2pm the tragedy occurred. It was said that the bike he’s riding skidded at the roundabout where not many people pass thru except during peak hours.

The back of his skull crack and blood flows thru the back of his head, nose and mouth. Nobody see the incident and nobody pass by the road where his motor skidded, the path was vacate and very silent. He remains lying unconscious on the side of the road helplessly waiting for somebody to rescue him. His cell phone ringing, but nothing he could do. It was his fiancé calling so many times but it was no answer. After 2 hours later (after 4 pm-when people came home from work) passerbies get him to Serdang Hospital. Since he was lying there on a hot day for 2 hours he suffers a lot of blood loss.

At the hospital, he depends on the oxygen supply but his blood pressure was zero! The chance was 50-50. Doctors could not do anything about the bad concussion unless he has the strength to live. After 11 hours struggle between life and death, he draws the last breath at 1am.

Tomorrow morning police found the helmet that he wears at the accident site. His new bike was found with minor damage, and his helmet have a new scratch mark at the back side exactly at the same part he suffers the injury. Most of plant complex staff came to give a last respect at the morgue and travels to Muar for his funeral.

His mother and fiancé again took a last glance before he was buried. My colleague and I ourselves lowers his body into the grave. Sadness fills the air, even more badly when seeing his mother and fiancé crying during the funeral and ‘talqin’ recital. Just before Asar prayer, the funeral ends. After prayer more than half of us left for Putrajaya except those who ride with facility manager and operation manager. Nine of us attended the ‘tahlil’ as a wish (hajat) from the father. Later on we head home and stop for few times for meal and prayers. I arrived home in KL at 11pm tired.

Al-fatihah to Allahyarham Zulhasyimi.

dn: tak sangka pagi tu sebelum meeting nampak dia lalu dan salam2 dengan semua orang, dan 5 jam kemudian incident berlaku. dengarnya lunch hour orang ajak lunch tapi dia balik rumah untuk tukar motor. takdir..

Pada suatu hari di Terengganu

Pada suatu hari, di sebuah negeri yang mempunyai stadium yang baru setahun disiapkan, di pagi yang tenang... Pada masa yang sama, Ultraman telah dikuarantin di sebuah Hospital di Jepun kerana terkena jangkitan Influenza A H1N1.



(Flashback)Seekor Resaksa yang sebelumnya telah mendarat di Jaya Supermarket di petaling Jaya dan sama sekali telah meruntuhkan jaya supermarket, sekaligus membawa maut kepada 7 orang yang bekerja di bangunan tersebut.



Phobia dengan kejadian itu, resakse itu telah terbang jauh ke timur lalu mengamuk dan menyebabkan bumbung stadium baru itu runtuh (gambar di atas). Pada ketika ini kemana hilangnya Ultraman-Ualtraman yang lain? Adakah Mereka semua juga terkena Jangkitan Influenza H1N1? Bangunan mana lagi yang akan runtuh selepas ini?


expiry date: 16july 2009

A**hole

If you take fresh grads with no experience to be a leader, let say a best student from a university. Without proper experience at high management level, that person could be the pain in the ass. It’s not just pain in the ass for certain people but also affect the whole organization.

Best student maybe good in theory, but without experience, I might say that person is damn son of a Bi**h! “kecik-kecik taknak mampos, dah besar menyusahkan orang!” thank god I’m not in that f**ker department, but still his images make my eye sore. a** hole!!

Melayu Mudah Lupa

“Melayu mudah lupa” that was said by Tun Dr. M. years ago. The three words if translated in English are “Malays simply forgets”. If you’ve been in Malaysia knowing the typical type of Malay people (not all but a numbers of them) then u will understand why Dr. M was saying that before.
This was not just happen in everyday life among friends, family and colleague. It happens everywhere. But this should not happen in a professional organization where professionalism was utilized and always been stressed among the people in the organization. But ‘Melayu mudah lupa’… it does happened.
Why do I write about this? It’s because it happens to a group of people who was given a promise for a certain job and effect to me and my entire subordinate. Who made this? By a well-known ‘professional’ national company that made a promise and broke it. They are well known for professionalism and trainings for perfection in all aspect and spend millions of Ringgit just for professional trainings. What it the meaning of professional in their minds? What is the meaning of promise that they make? All this promise was made by the higher management of the company (the general manager) and when they are questioned why? The answer is simple “this is ‘business’” (it is actually not a business for the whole organization but for the benefit of himself) - maybe this person will get certain amount of shares from the things so called ‘business’.
Do they think about others (hundreds of workers, contractors and clients) who really depend on the promise or contracts? I don’t think so; this lazy ass is just thinking of fulfilling his own greed. Thank to god that I’m not in the so called professional-national-organization. If I am, I would be ashamed working in an organization with that type of leadership. But from what I see, it’s not just happen at that level but including the engineers and even non-executive who were so proud and arrogant just because they work in that organization. Who cares with your arrogances? In my eyes they’re so damned PATHETIC!

Lunch Hour Talks

Today, I followed my colleague for lunch with consultant this time at different place, during that hour, many things discussed and when it comes to political talks... it started with political situation in Perak, then Altantuya, then submarines, then… (you might know where it heads to). But during this hour I discovered something that not many Malaysian knows… it’s about how the C4 bomb was set, whose the real culprit behind it, who actually the first witnessed and etc… it was not publish in Malaysian news, but published in France from A to Z. soon when the story was completed in a book maybe later on published in France. Or maybe there will be published in Harakah… then you will know what I’m talking about.

May god help us with new __________ (censored) tuuuuuut………

Tasik Kenyir

I'm back from Kenyir lake in terengganu just for a 4day 3 night stay getaway from work and the city not just that... including the mobile coverage... pure jungle.. hahaha.. 45 minutes of boat rides ma! picture above was half way to the island stayed for CNY holiday.

Boycott Israel & USA

It has been 24 days since Israel started the attacks and they already killed more than a thousands and 400 of palestinian murdered was children! please boycott everything produced by USA and Israel. make their economic situation worst, thus might stop the atacks to unarmed palestinians...

You Are Wonderful

The following story captured our heart. It happened several years ago in the Paris opera house. A famous singer had been contracted to sing, and ticket sales werebooming. In fact, the night of the concert found the house packed and every ticket sold.

The feeling of anticipation and excitement was in the air as the house manager took the stage and said, Ladies and gentlemen, thank you for your enthusiastic support. I am afraid that due to illness, the man whom you've all come to hear will not be performing tonight. However, we have found a suitable substitute we hope will provide you with comparable entertainment.

The crowd groaned in disappointmentand failed to hear the announcer mention the stand-in's name. The environment turned from excitement to frustration.

The stand-in performer gave the performance everything he had. When he had finished,there was nothing but an uncomfortable silence. No one applauded.

Suddenly, from the balcony, a little boy stood up and shouted, Daddy, I think you are wonderful!

The crowd broke into thunderous applause.

We all need people in our Lives who are willing to stand up once in a while and say,

I think you are wonderful. And at times others are expecting this from you.

Are you telling them how wonderful you are . . .??????????

Say it now and make someone's day more pleasant